Since

One day

I hope you were different

Better in loving me

Better in pursuing your happiness

That once I was believed it was me

Prayers do happen to those who are persistent

Now you've change

Be a better person 

Now I'm feeling I was left behind

Somehow I am hoping that I never prayed for any changes 

Because you do change in better person

And for you, I'm not that important anymore

I was the one to be blamed

Ever since you've found your strength 

Since you've found your friends

I am left behind

I hate those people, most I hate me

A Letter

Dear my parents,

I'm trying my best to meet your expections. Keep on praying for me. I know God will listen to your genuine prayers. One day, I'll be the best daughter of yours. I'll listen to your words, I promise i would never disobey you anymore. When you said no, it will be no for me no matter what. Please keep on praying for me.

Love,

Me

Waiting

One day

When you get back to who once I fell in love with

Then you see me, you'll know

That I'm still here

Supporting you in the ways I could

Against all my wills and my egos

One day

You'll understand

That two people who are united in one 

Are not very similar

Because of that, they completed each other

One day

Missing my mistakes is a remedy

Missing my hugs is memory

Missing my kisses is treasure

One day

I might be gone somewhere

But I'm not really going

Because I was, am, and will always be waiting for you

Once

I was once too uncaring

In the hope the failure won't hurt me bad

But in facts, failure doesn't hurt me

It created a trauma in my life

Makes me lost

Makes me crazy

Makes me confused

Makes me unstable

Asking to repeat that all over again

It's kinda harsh for me

For I can't and I shouldn't hurt anybody's feeling

Especially you